July 10, 2014

  • Depressed - looks like I'm going to have to move, and I was only just getting settled in...
    only just put up the valances and wall hangings after being here for 3 years...
    It is hard for me to find the energy for making a home... and when the chances of staying anywhere are so insecure what's the point?
    This looks like an ongoing thing, as greedy people want to keep upping the rents...
    Remembering why I did not want to go into an apartment... :-(

    Depressed.

    Depressing. People who are unwell, and the elderly, should not be made to constantly seek housing because of rent increasing.
    I do not have energy for moving. I just want to give up the ghost... God take me home...
    if it were not for my wonderful, lovely daughter...
    and for unfinished business with my other two.

    I will find a way to cheer up tomorrow... but tonight I am just stuck in the wallow.
    Bad news is never good news... never good to get.
    The problem is, I am not very hopeful for finding a place that I CAN afford. It was not very easy to find where I am at now, and I had more time for the looking. :-(

    edit:
    My day began with thunderstorms, and is now ending with thunderstorms... wonder if that means anything.

    edit #2:
    Wow... I'm watching a movie and they mention 2 Corinthians 5:7, so I grab my Bible, which is always close at hand, and when I open it.......
    right to the page with the heading 2 Corinthians 5:7 at the top... just wow, I am struck with just wow...
    that's got to mean something... too much to be coincidence... God always with me.

    2 Corinthians 5:7 For we walk by faith, not by sight

    and the rain is pouring down........

Comments (8)

  • so very sorry ~ truly sorry ~ I'm very stressed right now too with so many things, but God is faithful ~ and this too shall pass. Hoping you can find a lovely new home and it all turns out better than ever ~ blessings to you ~

  • I am sorry you are stressed about having to move, but perhaps that verse showing up for you to remind you to have faith and trust in Him, because even if you don't know yet where you will move to, He does. he knows all, past and present, that will come together for the grand scheme of things. You are one of His faithful, so you can trust in Him to take care of your needs. I hope your children help you with the moving, and maybe they can get some of their friends to help carry the heavy stuff too. It sounds like its because of them you remain in that area after all.
    May you be able to ease your mind and rest in the Lord. In Jesus' name, this I pray.

  • Lynn, you are in my prayers. We moved 20 times in 40 years. I know moving is tough, but sometimes it is for the best. I am not being trite. This is too important.

    Have you considered sharing an aprtment or house? Many, many people are doing that now--even two or three families. The ecomonics is pushing this. I have also seen extremely small houses for $10,000. You can get a 400sq.ft condo in Hawaii. If I were ever single, I would get rid of everything and move there.

    I know you are depressed and hope The Lord helps you with that and the possible move.

    Any chance you can get a part time job? I would love to get one at McDonald's or Starbucks, but my wife will have none of it.

    Wishing you the best.

    Hugs

    frank

  • God made for you sign of hope.I share with you the feeling of insecure . Everywhere the prices are up .
    But if you have to move you will find a smaller place with the help of Cod aand your children
    Love
    Michel

  • RYC : yes the old cars I show were made in France

  • Gosh, maybe this move will be the best thing that ever happened to you, maybe the perfect place will present itself, I sure hope so! But whatever happens there's one thing you can always count on, God and His Love for you...sometimes the Devil works mighty hard though! Hang in there!!!!

  • Aw. :-( Moves are always tough. And depression is even tougher. :-(
    Remember that God is with you wherever you are...now matter how you feel That is a perfect scripture verse...walk by faith, not sight.
    When you are sitting in a dark place (emotionally), reach out...you will be amazed by the people who are sitting there with you. You are not alone. You are loved!
    You remain in my thoughts and prayers!
    (((HUGS)))

  • All the prayers are an encouragement and a balm to my heart. Thank you, thank you. Lord please move.

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